Some years ago I was in a situation
where I was heavily criticized. Each new sentence coming was like a lash of a whip
coming over my head. I grew increasingly troubled on the inside, but the person
was not even over yet. Suddenly, something remarkable happened. Person
continued to pour out contempt, but the volume of the sound was getting lower
and lower until I could not hear anything. I could see that something a bit
supernatural was going on, because the person did continue to speak and I could
still see the mouth moving. I was starting to feel kind of happy that I could
not hear and understand the words and be hurt by them. I realized that God was
intervening in the situation and turning off the volume of these accusations. I
know that He felt strongly about shielding me and defending me.
I turned around and looked to another
direction. After a moment, I found myself in a complete silence, as if time
totally stopped. I saw myself in a circle of light, felt the inside of my being
and my heart beating. Then, in the silence, I heard these words from God in my
spirit: “You are a miracle. It is a miracle that you are alive. Your life is a
miracle.“ In the meantime, the person had stopped talking and I just left
without saying anything. In fact, I could not even remember any of the
accusations expressed previously. Usually after situations like that, I would
ruminate for a long time if the criticism was fair or it wasn’t fair, and if I
could or could not have done something differently. This time, however, I was
totally free from that. I was in a state of bliss and awestruck at the
intervention I had experienced from God. He brought a different truth about me which
is deeper and even more important. God chose to intervene and to defend me, and
it meant much to me. This very memorable experience I have had only once.
We may not always be able to do all
that is expected of us, even if we have goodwill. God sees our heart and our attitude,
and that matters to Him even more than our output. You will not find a better
Master and Lord anywhere - He is full of compassion and knows our limitations. His
yoke is easy and His burden is light. When searching for Him, we are refreshed
on the inside, but going overboard in meeting people’s demands will dry us out.
He loves us just because we are and not depending on what we have or have not
done. In Him, we have been created, we live, move and breathe, and that alone
is a miracle. Our life is a miracle.