At some point in the middle school,
I started to keep a diary. I would record important activities of the day and
sometimes even add my own illustrations of some events. Later at the high
school, I liked to record how I feel. I accompanied my entries with some
cutouts from the magazines which had some connection to what I was writing
about. As an undergraduate student, I often wrote down the Bible verses and
also was writing about some events of my life. During my first years of full
time working experience, I stopped journaling; I just read the Bible and prayed
daily.
However, some time after marrying and moving to Finland, I restarted to
journal as a way to spend a better quality time with God. Since then, I have
kept it comparatively constant. I am not always writing every day, but rather
regularly whenever there is something that appears particularly important. My
current way of journaling includes writing down the Bible verses that speak to
me, quotes from books and also lyrics of songs which are meaningful to me. I
also find it helpful to write down visions and dreams from God, because after
some time, the details tend to fade. Regarding the sermons or speeches at Christian
events, I feel that it is better to make notes elsewhere first and then make a
summary one more time in my journal, which allows for better order and processing.
At times, I also practice writing down quotes on the computer to share with
others. I have received a task from God to do so for one particular person to
assist spiritually for a longer period of time. Once I have the material, I can
easily share it also with others upon need, if a situation and topic comes up
again.
Visual form is important to me, so I also add cutouts from magazines as
illustrations to my (paper form) journal. I lately have found that great
sources of good pictures are the bridal magazines. I feel that the pictures accompanying
my journal need to be very inspiring and beautiful to illustrate the spiritual
riches well and to sparkle the imagination of good things that God has prepared
to those who love Him (1.Corinthians 2,9). Bridal magazines often contain
flowers, beautiful destinations, and a lot of white, which is a reminder of
purity and holiness as a sign of our devotion to Him.
It is useful to journal as a way of spending time with God. I find that writing down assists in
concentration, fortifies what God has been speaking to me and helps to remember
it. In addition, while journaling it is possible to notice larger themes of
what God is speaking to me about in certain periods and notice a direction
where He is leading. Some key passages keep appearing again, and I think this
is related to the call that God wants to accomplish in my life. Occasionally
when I feel down, all that is necessary is to bring up and read one of my
journals. I find lots of encouragement there and evidence that God has been
speaking to me and leading me. Finally, keeping a journal is the only regular
form of handwriting I do these days, so I also see it as a form of art
expression, to make sure I do not forget writing by hand totally! It feels
good to write and to be in the presence of God in this way. Perhaps it
is not for everybody, but I certainly can recommend trying to do that if you
seek a deeper connection to God.
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